{"id":182,"date":"2009-05-07T19:58:05","date_gmt":"2009-05-08T01:58:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thedailyleaf.su\/?p=182"},"modified":"2020-01-03T06:33:33","modified_gmt":"2020-01-03T12:33:33","slug":"umek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/?p=182","title":{"rendered":"It Wears"},"content":{"rendered":"\t<audio id=\"wp_mep_1\" src=\"adi\/little.mp3\"     controls=\"controls\" preload=\"none\" autoplay=\"true\" >\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t\r\n\t<\/audio>\r\n<script type=\"text\/javascript\">\r\njQuery(document).ready(function($) {\r\n\t$('#wp_mep_1').mediaelementplayer({\r\n\t\tm:1\r\n\t\t\r\n\t\t,features: ['playpause','current','progress','duration','volume','tracks','fullscreen']\r\n\t\t,audioWidth:400,audioHeight:30\r\n\t});\r\n});\r\n<\/script>\r\n\n<p>&#8220;Quit doing that&#8221;, Julie is yelling at me from across the diner table. I continued to clean my fingernails with the end of my pencil, &#8220;Can&#8217;t you do that on your own time?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>I wanted to hit her. Never hit a woman. I grinned, &#8220;Shut up, or I&#8217;m gonna fuck you sore&#8221;. She knew I was serious. My leg is twitching under the table, a habitual fit, all the downers in the world wouldn&#8217;t stop it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I want to go to Vegas&#8221;, shoving half of a pancake in her mouth, &#8220;nom nom nom&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t talk to me with food in your mouth&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sticking her tongue out, then swallowing, &#8220;Why? you do gross shit all the time!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Because one of these days I&#8217;m gonna vomit all over, and then who will take the blame?&#8221;, I smiled with big cigarette stained teeth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But you&#8217;ll still love me..&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Will I?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;.. Even if I don&#8217;t love you back&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I bit my lip, knowing it was true. Setting a handful of change on the table, mostly quarters, &#8220;I love you <em>now<\/em>&#8220;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Do you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I took a long pause while lighting another cigarette, &#8220;I think so&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She laughed, god that smile, I&#8217;ll never forget that smile, &#8220;That&#8217;s why I won&#8217;t marry you&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>That was how our relationship worked, a mutual belief that the other one of us was madly in love. But faith wears, life wears, trust, it all wears.<\/p>\n<p>I finished my cigarette without another word, she went on about nothings and I excused myself from the bathroom. Piss stained walls, and a sober man throwing up in the stall next to me&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Quit doing that&#8221;, Julie is yelling at me from across the diner table. I continued to clean my fingernails with the end of my pencil, &#8220;Can&#8217;t you do that on your own time?&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=182"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":837,"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182\/revisions\/837"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=182"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=182"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thedailyleaf.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=182"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}